Year end blog post

I seriously don't know where to start, because first of all, I didn't feel the breeze of Christmas nor the New Year at all.

21st. Going to Bicol.
Here's a photo of me with my bf inside the bus. Hinatid niya lang naman ako

Question: do you agree that my bf looks gay? Cos I do.. 

You never care

You said I'm important to you yet I don't even feel it.
You said I'm your first priority but it seems like I'm just an option.
You said you love me so much, but you're giving me so much pain.
I remember the day you said "I'm in between" cos you both love me and your friends, but how dare you say such words without even knowing my side?
How dare you left me behind just for the fantasy of your friends?
I want us to be just fine..a happily in love couple.
I want you to reach out to me.
I want to see your efforts.
I want you to help me save our relationship.
I want you to make things happen..but you're doing nothing.

You didn't even send me a text message. You saw me online then that's the time you'll ask for an apology? You can pay the pc rental but you can't pay a cellphone load to text me even a very lame text message? Man, that ain't right. I want to see your sincerity.

Do you even know what I am feeling right now? NO right? I'll bet my life on that cos I know and I can feel that you never care at all..