I don't know where to start, seriously

It's been a while blogger. Been very busy lately. So many things happened and so as things that I've regretted. 

I'm a working student for the last 7 months, and if you're going to ask me if how was it, well it's really hard.

Waking up in the afternoon, like around 2pm for school, then go to work at around 7pm, then going back home in the morning to sleep then wake up again at around 2pm, that is my routine 5 days in a week. Then the remaining 2 days, that's my time to visit my bf because boys are not allowed in my dorm. I just decided to go to his place than him going to my place because it's more convenient for me anyway. I'd rather go to his place so that I'll be able to sleep and rest the whole day, instead of him visiting me and have a walk somewhere in the Mall, kinda tiring right. And besides, he's doing everything I asked, so definitely I'm like a princess for 2 days in week and a very productive girl for 5 days. hehe.

90/10 PRINCIPLES

Have you ever heard about 90/10 PRINCIPLES?
Well, this is what I've learned when I'm still working as CSR at Sutherland. I've received an e-mail from one of my co-worker, and the content was about 90/10 Principles. At first, I find it very weird, but upon reading its content, it's very interesting that I even decided to apply it in real life.


Lemme ask you this, what's the first thing that comes to your mind from the moment you utter 90/10 PRINCIPLE?
For sure you guys are wondering if what's the difference between 90% and 10% right? Or should I say, what's the real essence of 90 over 10?


Let's go over first about 10%, 10% of our life is made up of what happens to us. It only means that we have no control over 10% of what happens to us. Like for example, can we stop the plane that's about to crash? NO RIGHT? We have no control over this 10%.
And 90%? Well 90% of our life is decided by how we react..
Now let me relate this post as to what happened between me and my closest friend that I met in Sutherland....

To anyone who hates their sister

Youngest of the family? Me? Yes I am. And my number one foe is my sister. She is the number one person I hated the most. She's too girly, bossy, boastful and I hate it. She's kind? I think yes because she has plenty of friends. But what I just notice is that, her attitude outside is different when it comes to the family. I mean, yea...she's sweet, especially to our parents. But there are some instances like whenever you ask her a question, she'll answer you in a sarcastic way. And I was like, wtf. I was just asking so would you mind to please just calm down? I think she's a Bipolar. LMAO

Til when will I hide this pain?

I don't really loved you so much in the first place. I even hated myself for being your girlfriend. I really don't get it why I said yes to you when in fact I'm in love with the other guy. You even know who that is. I got confused then, cos I know in myself that I love him more, it's him that I really want. Yes, I liked you, but it's him that I love.

Keep holding on

You know, sometimes, some people aren't really worth it. And you've no choice but to deal with them simply because you can't stand getting mad at them.

Isn't it weird? You already know in yourself that you're really pissed off like hell yet you still keep coming back to that person. Why? Simply because you love that person. You're looking forward to a good relationship that's why whatever that person did wrong to you, at the end of the day, you can't do anything but to forgive that shit. Fuck that.

stupid trip

So my sister visited here in Bicol for 2 days. And we went to Libmanan to visit also the farm. Btw, are you asking why we're wearing a long dress? Well, I actually don't like it but, yea, it's my sister's stupid idea. I really don't wanna obey her BUT my sister, mum and dad are so naughty asking me to wear a dress too. So I have no choice, masabi lang na nakisama lol.

The Scary Stories

We visited our friend in the hospital. She was confined because of Dengue.
We are all talking about Scary stories. woooo. HAHA
Our friend Surewin was the one who loves talking about scary stories. HAHA

The patient. HAHA

Dog Bite

Guess what, my sister's dog, Rybio, bite me.

When I'm about to go outside the restroom, and I didn't notice that the dog was like, standing in front of me. then I accidentally stepped on the dog's feet because the lights are off, and then he bites me. OMG.

Right now I am currently I'm having a vaccination of anti-rabies. It's my first time that I was biten by a dog, and it is seriously horrible, I'm telling you :/

A secret my bf doesn't know

Okay so I am communicating with my boyfriend through text until I receive a text message coming from Cappuccino! omg. I felt like my heart is beating so fast at that very moment.

It goes like..

Him: How are you?

Me: Oh hi babyworm.. (Yes I call him bbay worm. HAHA)

Him: So you still remember that one..where you at?

Me: House, why?

Him: Can I go there?

Me: No, coz visitors are not allowed here. AHAHA

Him: Why not outside your house?

Well I assume that he's just joking so what I replied is..

Me: Sure, at the waiting shed. HAHA

Him: Okay..I'm on my way..

I was like, e? Damn, I can't believe he's serious, so I replied..

Me: Hey I thought you're just fooling me.. I'm just kidding Cappuccino. My parents will not allow me to go outside right now since it's very late at night.

Him: Oh, I am already here..Okay

Me: wait, I'll go outside..

Guess what, my alibi to my parents for them to let me go outside is to buy a Slurpee at 7eleven with my friend Ejai..My parents just gave me one hour. So I went outside and send him a msg that I am now outside our house. And I received no reply at all so I spend my one hour eating Ice Cream near the gasoline station.

I'm on my way home when he texted me..

w/ my Witchy mom

Me and my mom went to church. And yea, eat some food at SM Naga. That's all. Nothing to say cos it's all boring at that very moment..and knowing the fact that we're not CLOSE at all...we're silently eating at Greenwich. we're just close while taking photos. lol

Last Swimming for the Summer 2k11

A jamming with my former 1st year college classmates. I really missed having a bonding with them. Thanks to my friend, Kim Salva, he shoulders all of my expenses, my resort entrance and even my fare on the way to Penafrancia Resort. HAHAHA. He paid all of my expenses simply because he wants me to be there. Jyeaa. He's really kind..and indeed, a true friend :)

And the good thing about the jamming is..we have to bring our own food!! HAHAHAHAHA. Imba. So i cooked a lunch for me, kim and taba. HAHA.

Round Trip

Well me and my Mom went to Manila, in Punlaan School to have my interview. And after that, we decided to meet my mom's brother, so we spent the whole day with him.

L-R: Me, Mom, Uncle and my sister

speechless. confused.

Damn. I can't explain what I'm feeling right now. I feel sad yet somewhat happy. I don't know. Am I sad because we're fighting again? Or am I happy because I love him? It was like a mixed emotions that you really don't know how to explain bout what you are feeling right now. Parang nagsasawa na ako sa kanya. Pero ayaw ko naman siyang iwan kasi mahal ko siya. Nakakapanghina ng loob.

Libmanan Escapade

I'm currently here in Libmanan, visiting the farm. I actually don't have the plan visiting this place but yea..I just wanna go here and you know..experience the atmosphere here. And I realized that it's so hard living in this place..ang layu-layo sa kabihasnan. hahaha. But it's pretty cool here yet quite boring. Good thing I brought the laptop, pampaalis man lang ng kaboringan. haha.

what does my name means?

Guess what..
You gotta go ahead and visit the website urbandictionary. HAHA.

I got very intrigued bout my friends status on facebook about his name.

B1 & B2

I actually don't know what I am feeling right now. I mean, yes, I love my boyfriend..we have been together since Ayee's post birthday celebration which is dated last May 7, 2011. From the day I said yes to him. I feel so damn happy.

Look, here's the scenario..
He got my attention last December 2010 I guess..but I don't have a crush on him, I was still inlove with Cappucino by then.
The second one that he got my attention was when my co-worker said that "gwapuhon man palan si Gatz". So I looked at him and then I suddenly agreed to my co-worker's side comment about him.
Then I got on crush on him from the day he talked to me after we fought..we didn't actually fight, we just had a misunderstanding. haha,  "hindi niya ko nun pinapansin and hindi ko din naman siya pinapansin, kasi sinabunutan ko siya kasi tawa siya ng tawa, tapos tinatanong ko kung bakit, hindi niya sinasabi, eh feeling ko naman napapahiya na ko kaya sinabunutan ko siya, kaya hindi kami nagpansinan simula nun " haha. And yes, I just realized that I got a crush on him since then and developed with him also because we've been seeing each other everyday because he's my co-worker. But, I admit it that I still love Chino..err BH rather. lmao

one on one

I'm planning to just stay at home today..however..I didn't make it..my plan was ruined because Sha texted me that she wants to eat Bulastog. And I replied.."for free?" haha. She said she was bored..she asks me to go to their house..and yea..being an outgoing person and anti-homebody..I take a bath and went to Sha's house.
I was surprised cos Sha's mom ask me to drink alcoholic beverages..and being a drunkard one..I strongly said yes. haha. So me and Sha went to centro Naga to buy alcoholic beverages..

Each of us have our own alcoholic beverages..Sha's mom was drinking a Red Horse beer..Sha's drinking 2 bottles of Tanduay Ice..and me...I'm drinking a small bottle of Cossack Vodka and 2 bottle of Mudshake.
Sha's mom went o their room upstairs to sleep..and then..me and Sha had a mini open forum. haha.

stupid reminders

I just came from a drinking session with my friends..
Yea..I'm aware that my sister will b going to Manila again for her work. lol. I was so surprised on the notes that she has posted on the wall of my room. haha. Duhh.

oh I'm sorry..my room is a really a mess. swear. 

i am thinking of..

Cappucino
Lol.. I don't wanna fall in love with him cos I am not sure if he really loves me. Cos if he loves me, well, he'll exert an effort for me to give him a chance even if I say NO to him. Yes, I said NO cos hello, he was just saying he loves me when he's drunk..he's not saying those words when he's not drunk so that's quite confusing if he really loves me or not right?? I actually asked for a sign that..if he say that he loves me when he's sober, Imma give him a chance..yet..I still want to see his effort. haha.

cut my hair in no time

lol. I don't know what's happening to me nowadays..All I know is that..I'm confused..I really don't know what to do...
It goes like this..
I'm with my friend..Mel, (I consider her as my bestfriend :) we hang out together..eat at Chowking and stroll until she goes at work..And then I went home at around 2am..and since I have an Insomia..I can't sleep..as expected..I keep on thinking with non sense things which leads me to think about Cappucino..lmao. I just realized that I'm so confused. I really don't know if I'll believe him that he really loves me or not. hmm..And maybe..because of the emotions that I'm feeling..and the fact that I can't sleep and do nothing...I suddenly get the scissor and cut my hair on my own. haha. I was so surprised of what I did to myself. haha.
I cut my long hair at the bottom and cut a short bangs. haha.