We'll get through it

We're in a weird stage right now...and I don't know how to handle it.
To tell you honestly, I'm so confused with our relationship right now. It's like we're already comfortable with each other that we already forgot the relationship that we had. Oh well, I'm visiting you as long as I have enough time..we're eating together...sleep together.... then all of a sudden, with just a misunderstanding, it's like we already forget who we really are and what's the relationship between us. We're totally fucked up....or should I say...I just suck.

Another reason why I want to get busy

Here at Cherry Blossoms Hotel right now. I visited my friend last night from her vacation at HK. Actually, I'll visit her supposedly today but I visited her last night for a very embarrassing reason. Me and my bf and his friends are at MOA to hang out and booze. But, I just felt really embarrassing because my bf's friends keeps on teasing me, but it's okay though cos I know how to bang with them anyway... til my bf said like stop teasing her already, she might got offended. Then I got offended right after he said those words. That pisses me off. Then suddenly I felt like I'm gonna throw up cos I ate a lots of rice and I thought my stomach can stand it but no... So I felt like very dizzy then. And it was so cold at MOA! I went to the restroom then vomit like a few shits. Well I know that I walk so damn slowly, and my bf doesn't really like that attitude. But that's me, and to think that I threw a few shits, who do you think can walk normally with that situation? I mean on my situation? So I'm walking like I'm on the moon with my arms crossed.

To anyone who hates their sister

Youngest of the family? Me? Yes I am. And my number one foe is my sister. She is the number one person I hated the most. She's too girly, bossy, boastful and I hate it. She's kind? I think yes because she has plenty of friends. But what I just notice is that, her attitude outside is different when it comes to the family. I mean, yea...she's sweet, especially to our parents. But there are some instances like whenever you ask her a question, she'll answer you in a sarcastic way. And I was like, wtf. I was just asking so would you mind to please just calm down? I think she's a Bipolar. LMAO

We're getting real weird

I really don't know what's happening. We easily get annoyed with each other. He seems to be like a scammer nowadays. He said he'll call me the next day, but when that day comes, I receive nothing. He's not even calling me anymore. And we keep on quarreling even about the simplest things. And most of all, I don't feel his love anymore, yet I still love him and I really want to understand him. Maybe it's because of the message I read on his fb.

Dog Bite

Guess what, my sister's dog, Rybio, bite me.

When I'm about to go outside the restroom, and I didn't notice that the dog was like, standing in front of me. then I accidentally stepped on the dog's feet because the lights are off, and then he bites me. OMG.

Right now I am currently I'm having a vaccination of anti-rabies. It's my first time that I was biten by a dog, and it is seriously horrible, I'm telling you :/

So I guess it's OVER now...

 

I really don't know if what's the status of our relationship right now. I mean, what's wrong with us? What's the problem between us?

Okay, We fought just this week and I didn't replied to his text messages for almost 3 days. But since I love him, I sent him a msg him and cleared things out.

I got involved :/

Sha, Aron's gf texted me saying 'Tet. I have something to tell you'. After I read her text message, I feel nervous, not knowing why, then I replied, 'O? What?' She replied, 'I saw the messages that aron sent to you, he's really flirt! I asked him many times if he really loves you, well it's okay to me to know if it still has because I know your past guys, but the thing is, he lied to me that he don't, he's such a flirt'. lol, here's the print screen of the messages that Aron sent to me.

silly. lol

Damn. I hate the feeling of being dumped. But atleast we're okay now. But, I was somewhat bothered about us being okay..I mean, I'm not that comfortable knowing that we're okay now. It's really weird. ://

Okay, I'm asking for a break up with him yesterday, may 16, at around 12nn, I guess. The reason why I'm asking for break up is because he's being so very sensitive. And he was like really asking for break up. I was just kidding that he'll need to deliver the Greenwhich Lasagna here in my house and then..he was like angry then he said that I just don't want to see him that's why I asked him to just deliver the greenwhich lasagna. So sensitive. Then I said, no, I was just kidding..we'll eat later..And then he said no, I don't want to see you either. Err. So I said, okay..I'm not asking you to understand me anyway, but please just don't judge nor conclude right away just because of my joke. And guess what, he was like asking for a break up. So I said, well okay, if that's what you're asking..then I'll give up...we're done.

speechless. confused.

Damn. I can't explain what I'm feeling right now. I feel sad yet somewhat happy. I don't know. Am I sad because we're fighting again? Or am I happy because I love him? It was like a mixed emotions that you really don't know how to explain bout what you are feeling right now. Parang nagsasawa na ako sa kanya. Pero ayaw ko naman siyang iwan kasi mahal ko siya. Nakakapanghina ng loob.

troubleshooting day

Just got home and Imma tell you a very disgusting story. hmm :XX

It was late at night after our training on our work which is a customer service representative of Turbo Tax.
We decided to have a drinking session at Ate Jhen's crib and also spend our night there. 4 of our friends came first to Ate Jhen's house..while the two of us (job and me) are on our way to Ate Jhen's house..and then all of a sudden..they texted us that the drinking session at Ate Jhen's house was cancelled cos Ate Jhen wasn't in their house..So we're like.."uhmm...okay..wth." But we have no choice but to go back in Naga Centro..and then..when we are already in Centro Naga..they said that we need to go back to Ate Jhen's house because they saw Ate Jhen on the road while they're on their way to centro. OMG. Bad vibes is with us by that very moment. So we decided not to go to Ate Jhen's house cos we're all badtrip and tired as hell. I prefer to went home. hmm. And one more reason why I don't want to go to Ate Jhen's house because bber and I aren't in good terms. Because I accidentally slapped his face with my foot the last day that we had a drinking session at Ate Jhen's house. And since then..he isn't talking to me even if I say sorry after I accidentally slapped his face. Well, I have my pride and I prefer to say no sorry anymore...that's enough. haha.

drunkard

whew. So what's the feeling of two days awake and not eating a rice but all alcoholic beverages?? lol

After I went home from Legazpi at around 4:00 pm. I decided to take a bath again and went to my friend's apartment here in Naga to have a drinking session. lol. We finished our drinking session at around 3am. Then I went home to take a rest. And all of a sudden, I received a text message from my co-worker..asking a non sense questions which leads in asking me to drink a alcohol with him. Well I thought he is serious so I said go. haha. Cos it's a small world..we're just neighborhoods. haha. Then we went to Podo Grill to have our drinking session. lol. He was only joking but I take it seriously. haha. Well, wala nang magagawa, andun na eh..inuman na naman .lol. We invited our co-workers too..we texted them to go at Podo Grill after their shift..then we decided also to watch movie after our drinking session. lol

Ramp Down

Yesterday. My supervisor called me while I'm taking in calls and asked me to go on Aux 10 (it was like a break time..a huddle) OMG. I'm feeling nervous and feeling like there's something wrong..then I went to my supervisor's station and saw the e-mail stating that I was endorsed to the other account which is the newest account, Intuit QBG.

the most unforgettable bad mood

Just got home from work. And guess what..I'm in no mood..bad mood..jeezz. I don't know why..Seems like something's bothering me and I don't know if what it is. hayy.

saddest feeling I encounter in the month of December :(

It's my certification (live calls with the customers) yesterday. My shift is 11pm to 7am. We are 40 in our class, so for us to be able to take our live calls, we decided to chose a number from 1 to 40..and I got the number 4. I was like, "omg, I'm not prepared yet, I need to swap with my other classmate." Good thing my classmate asked if what number I got then I said I got number 4..she got the number 39, then I told her to swap with me..then she agreed. I'm so happy cos I'm second to the last, that's what I think..but the decision of swapping my number to her was wrong..definitely wrong. hehe. How stupid I am right? :D

I've waited for almost 6 hours to take my certification..I'm feeling really really really nervous. hehe.
At first I was patiently waiting for my turn..but then after 4 hours, my patience was filled with annoyed. hmm. I regretted that I shouldn't have swapped with my classmate, so that I can be able to finish my certification earlier. Not like the thing that I didn't expected..I took my certification at around 7am. Urgh, it's our dismissal already.

worst wound ever

My wound's getting bigger each and every day. Me and my parents are worried about this effing wound. As far as I remember, it's kinda itchy on that part so I've scratched it with my long nails..and on the next day, the scratched I've made became seriously a wound. And I just remembered that my skin is sensitive so maybe that's why, and I applied the ointment Sebo De Macho to avoid having a scar, but I was wrong cos Sebo De Macho was suppose to apply only when the wound's already heal..so maybe it was infected and I think that's the reason why my wound became worse. However, I have to consult a dermatologist about this. My left eye's even affected too because it was almost swollen by the wound...

Hello, I don't want to have a scar on my face. It's all OK if I'll have a plenty of scars on the other parts of my body..but having a scar on my face..it's a big NO, it's an exception and I can't take it =(

 

the witch is back

I woke up in the morning..very early morning at around 5am. I'm pissed off because, I have an insomia and I guess I just fell asleep at around past 3am, so yea..I don't have enough sleep. My parents are so noisy, then i just realized that my creepy sister is back. Damn. Seriously, I don't wanna see her, I got so pissed off whenever I see her. Well, if you're reading my post, I said that my creepy sister told me to clean the room before she go back to Manila for her work..And yes, I always clean my room..once a week, and I think that's enough, I won't clean my room everyday, it's a waste of time and energy..

So this last Sunday, me and my mom cleaned my room because, the witch will be here today..

And now that she's here, she said that I didn't clean my room..I was like..hello? for God's sake I cleaned my room bitch. Oh..I need patience since she's on red alert. hahaha. I know girls always got so irritated when they have a red alert. 

a bad day

First
I was sleeping so silently..I was so annoyed cos I'm almost asleep (cos I just got home by 3:10 am cos of partying. lol.) unitl I woked up with a loud anger voice at past 4am. And I heard like the cellphone has been thrown. And I was like..damn..they fought again...
My parents quarelled cos my father has a textmate, lol, he's feeling like one of the teenagers uh, My mom always gave my father a chance but my father always broke. Until my mom got so angry so that's why they are foes right now.
My mom went out of the house and I don't know where she is. I'm sure she'll be back pretty soon. She just need to wind up. lol.
 Damn. I really hate my father so badly.. :X

Second
My sister's dog, rybio is so noisy. He's been barking for almost 2 hours i guess.
I don't know what's the problem of the dog. He's getting to my nerves and I'm pissed off so until I beaten him with a broom. haha.
My pup, beautipul was better that Rybio..she's so sweet and didn't even make a noise.. lol

got a wound.

I don't know when, where and how I got this I wound.. @_@
I just saw it then I point my finger on it and it's ouchy.

Damn, it's all ok if I'll have a wound in other parts of my body like on my arms..legs, or wherever..I just can't take it that I have a wound right above my eyes. jeezz, I don't want to have a wound in my face. Hope it won't be a scar when it heals =((

 

see? see? it gives me the bullshit. >.<

Yes, photos aren't clear..what can i do? my camera phone and digi cam aren't working..so I used that old camera phone. And yeap, as you can see photos are small so that I can emphasize my wound..it won't be noticed if I sized it large. *laughs* serii. ^__^

Btw..good morning. lmao =)

20 things I hate about my life

this is insane!

I really can't believe this.
My parents are home now. They are here and I was so surprised cos they shouldn't supposedly be here today..they should have been working by this very moment but why the hell they are here? Lemme guess..to celebrate my dad's birthday? nu`uh, my dad's sleeping right now and I know that my parents don't have a plan to celebrate my dad's birthday. Does this means that they work half-day only to rest? oh well, I don't care either. I'm just not used of being with my parents every weekdays so maybe that's why..

Okay..when my parents arrived here at home, as a sign of respect, I give a peck on the cheeks on my mom and to my dad too even though I don't want, it's just that, I'm obliged to do that cos if I didn't, my parents would have been throwing me now a tons of sermons...