Year end blog post

I seriously don't know where to start, because first of all, I didn't feel the breeze of Christmas nor the New Year at all.

21st. Going to Bicol.
Here's a photo of me with my bf inside the bus. Hinatid niya lang naman ako

Question: do you agree that my bf looks gay? Cos I do.. 

Christmas Break

Currently chillin' at my bf's pad, updating my blog and I'm just so happy cos finally, Prelims is over!

Lemme just show you guys the reason why (maybe) I'm so determined to revise all the lessons for Prelims.
haha. Because my study table is sky blue (favourite color) and there's a word focus in front of me while having a book review. haha

I already bought a ticket going to Bicol this coming Saturday for me and my friend, yes, we're both going to Bicol on the same day..

And these were the photos taken yesterday after our last Prelim exam and last class..

Oops, before I forgot, if you guys are wondering what these two boys are doing, they're playing Pinoy Genius during our Speech Comm class. It was planned by our Prof for Christmas Class edition, we even have the so called Christmas Quiz! haha

Post Birthday Celebration

So like what I said before (if you're reading my previous blog posts) I want to eat sea foods as a birthday treat for myself with my bf and my hs friends.

Well, I love how I ate those sea foods but I just don't like the bill that I paid. I mean, I wasn't expecting that expensive bill. My budget for my bday treat is P1,500 only, but I paid double amount of it, P3024. I was shocked but it's fine cos it's my first time to pay that kind of amount for foods and besides, I'm the one who liked to eat sea foods. haha.
No regrets, I'm just shocked. haha

So here's the photo collage of the foods that we ate and of course, us, the guy right beside me is my bf.

Hell Week. I deserve a Date!

It's a freaking weekend!

And finally, my major exams are done and I'm thankful because I passed the retention, I passed my Taxation exam, and I'm confident that'll get good grades in my Tariff1 exam and not bad in my Customs1 exam. haha.
Been very busy this week, and I've been a studious girl this week. haha. I revised all of my lessons! And it's been 4 years since the last time I reviewed so damn hard, haha, I was a high school student the last time I reviewed all of the lessons for exam. hahaha
And I can say that everything I did is all worth it! HAHAHA Hope I'll continue being this studious, because this is not only for me to pass the retention, the exam.. but this is for myself as well, for me to surely pass the Customs Broker Licensure Examination, that way, I'll be able to achieve my goals.
I swear I'll do everything just to pass the exam! I'm so determined and maybe that's the reason why I've never been lazy revising the lessons! This is first time! hahaha

Well anyway, last Tuesday, December 10, was my birthday and I'm so happy because I was surprised by my bf's gift! hahaha And of course, my true friends greeted me with my pictures posted on fb.. and my blockmates greeted me as well =)

here it is...

  a photo uploaded by my bf, I don't like my face here, but.. fine..

2 years and 7 months

Hey, it's our 31st month! yey
So we decided to attend the feast held at the PICC and went to SM Moa for our dinner date =)

in the cab heading to PICC

Happy school girl

Hey, it's Wednesday and I don't have classes today that's why I'm here, posting something that I don't know what's gonna be the outcome. haha. Well, nothing's peculiar but I'm happy that I gained some friends in school. I'm having a good relationship now with my blockmates, and I'm performing real good in class. =)
I'm studying hard and I can say that I've changed a lot in terms of studying. I'm quite studious now, because I really wanted to get the title LCB (Licensed Customs Broker), and I've been assigned a leader in some groups in our class that I've never been experience before because I'm lazy and no one's shouting my name to be a group leader. But now, I heard some of my classmates shouting my name to be a group leader. I even joined the Newsletter Committee for the College of Business Administration Department. But it'll be better if I joined the Production Committee simply because I want to dance. haha. I'd rather dance than writing lame articles. haha. It was never my plan to join the Newsletter Committee but I was forced to join cos my school buddies are forcing me to join and said that they're gonna join as well. So I'm gonna give it a try. haha

got caught

Well my bf and I had a fight. It's just a pretty non sense fight that lead to an almost break up.
Okay, so let me confess something first, there's this one guy who really gives me just a slight butterflies, he's boarding just right beside my dorm so I often see him especially whenever I go out of my dorm for school. And he often ate at my dorm's canteen for lunch. I don't know why, but I felt as if he has something for me. I really can feel it, I actually caught him staring at me several times. I like him cos I felt that he has something for me *laughs* BITCH PLEASE HAHA. But that doesn't mean that my feelings for my bf is slowly fading, no, in fact, it keeps on growing. Because having a crush on that guy makes me realize that I still love my bf no matter what happens. I still won't leave my bf just because I admire someone. I may have so many crushes but my bf is still the one that I love. And having a crush is normal, so I don't see any problem at all.
The only problem is that, I posted something bout my crush on Twitter! haha. And my bf saw it, I know that my bf's stalking me on twitter but hell, I never thought that he'll get livid bout my tweets. Or maybe I'm just testing him if he'll get jealous or not.. I don't know..

Can't it be just for real??

I was so damn annoyed cos my bf just went into our house without asking my permission. Because we're not legal and I'm afraid my parents caught him inside my room and ask me who the hell he is. I'm asking him to leave he but then he got caught by my dad a few minutes later, of course my dad who is he, then I told him that he's just a friend of mine. Then my dad called my mom and there they had a serious talk. My bf introduced himself to my mom that he's my bf..I forgot what he said in details cos I'm covering my ears with my pillow, it's as if I don't wanna listen to their conversation cos I'm afraid about everything that I'll hear, I didn't focus my attention to them.. But, as I looked at them, my bf's giving my mom a peck on her cheeks, and I was like, okay, we're legal now. Hehe. Then my mom called my dad, and they told me to make a contract stating that nothing ever happened between us for the last 2 years..if you know what I mean.
I'm happy about that moment and how I wish dreams do come true. I can't wait for us to be legal in real life.

What's a good title for this?

I'm heading to convention center because my boyfriend's gonna perform, he's going to dance. And while waiting for his performance, me and my friends decided to eat first, so we took a jeepney going to the canteen. But we didn't actually eat, I was just there, drinking water. And then a couple of minutes later, my friends are gone, I received a phone call from them and said that they just got back to the convention center, they thought I left them because they can't find me in the canteen anymore. And then I saw something weird while waiting for a jeepney outside of the canteen, it's a girl, lying in the middle of the street with her hands and feet being tied and her eyes are rolling. I don't know why I saw the girl, but all people passing by at her seems to ignore her. And there the jeepney stops right in front of me. I went inside and then I saw a mother and 2 kids who looks really familiar. And then I realized that they were my bf's mother and siblings. The jeepney just stops and we went outside, we're walking maybe heading to the convention center, I don't know, we just kept on walking, hand in hand with the 2 kids and while their mother is walking after us. I already forgot my conversation with the kids but we seem to be so close. We passed by the flower, whose swallowing kids. The kid (girl) told me that she doesn't wanna be swallowed. She said she tried it already and she doesn't wanna do it again. I asked her how come she got out of the flower. She said that she'll just not move and the flower will explode, that's how she got out of the flower. But her mother told her daughter to get in, so I helped the mother carry the kid in our arms and let the flower swallow her. Then the flower threw a small light bulbs. The mother stand right beside of the flower, and get something in her pocket and she showed us what she got. We did the same thing, we get the paper in our pocket, and it says something about your life, if what your life will be. Now the reason why the flower swallowed a kid is to show a person through a piece of paper what an individual did something wrong or good in his/her past and present life. And then I saw my mother there, reading the paper she got from her pocket, saying that she once had a son but she did an abortion maybe or just a miscarriage, I'm not sure. And all of the scenario just disappeared then I saw myself in the convention center already, with some guys. My dream shows me that I'm flirting with some guys and... that's how I remember my dream last night.

First day of my 2nd year college - 2nd semester life

It's been a week since the first day of our 2nd semester starts. Okay, so my first week's not that really good. I've been an irregular student for the last 3 semesters and I guess that's the problem, I've been used to it that I felt really awkward with my blockmates. They were so damn close and I felt as if I wanna isolated myself from them. But I don't wanna be a loner as well, so good thing that there's some people I know in my block, but we're not that close. And it's really awkward that I have to talk to them when I don't even bother smiling at them the last sem. Do you feel me? I enrolled as a regular student this semester since I got full load units already, and I'm required to do so since we have a so called retention policy in my department. It's hard being a regular student when I used to be an irregular student before.

So to share you guys my experience during my first day in my 2nd semester class, I went to room 508, that's the first classroom I ever entered this semester...I can say that everyone of them looked at me as I enter the room as if I looked familiar to them which I was actually, cos they were my classmates last 1st yr college 2nd sem. I can't imagine that I have to deal with their company because never did I talked to them before cos I'm always with my buddy. Btw, she didn't enrolled this semester because she only have 4 subjects to take, she just decided to take those subjects on summer. So going back, I occupied the seat that first caught by my eyes, then 2 of my classmates last sem waves at me, and it's funny because I sit beside them rightaway and told them that I didn't know any people in the class except for the 2 of them. And our prof entered the room, of course he introduced himself and discuss his rules. My prof requires our class to group into 5, which means, my 2 former classmates are gonna be my groupmates because they were the only people I know in the class. But the thing is, I don't want to spend the whole sem with them, not being rude but they're not that studious, they're lazy, and I don't wanna be part of the group of some lazy people. So for the next class, I sit beside those people who looked geek, I asked them if they already have a group for our previous class, and I told them that I can be a member of their group since they're looking for another member anyway. And not only member cos they were my buddies now. HAHA. And I'm loving them already because my goal actually is to spend time with the right people and I just did!

Hopefully they're gonna be my buddies still for the next 4 semesters! I'm still adjusting myself dealing with them yet but I'm kinda comfortable with their company already as time goes by..